Thursday, November 6, 2008

Log #4





I'm writing again, but this time I'm not as cheerful as before. Everything is falling apart!!!!!!! I don't know what to do anymore. Our group is not only one group anymore, another person on the island has split off and promised a lot of things to the little kids. I recently met this girl Carolina and another girl Alice. They are the only people I can trust anymore. It's weird now everyone changes at night. There has been a rumor that there is a beast on our island. Everyone is becoming terrified of the rumors about a beast. Everyone is starting to loose hope of being rescued. There have been many storms and it ruined our camp. We need to build another shelter soon or we might not survive. I'm trying my hardest to be strong for the groups sake, but I'm starting to lack leadership skills. I may not be a good leader anymore. I'm thinking of stepping down and letting someone else takeover. I will still be actively involved in helping everyone get rescued just I wont be calling the shots anymore. Don't tell anyone, but I'm scared!!!!!!!!! Scared of what might happen!!!! Scared of letting the group down!!!!!!!!!! Scared of not being rescued!!!!!!!! Please help me!!!!!!!!!!!! Please give me a sign!!!!!!!! Will you tell me what I should do??????????

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